50 things about me

ok i'm bored and this looks fun.

1) I hate knees, seriously hate them, mainly people touching mine, or people fiddling with theirs, ew. Makes me want to vom.

2) I'm probably one of the most insecure people you will ever meet, I'm really not a fan of my looks.

3) I love being tickled, back especially, anywhere really. It's amazing and could easily send me to sleep

4) My hair just doesn't grow! It's so frustrating! I want long hair again!

5) I'm taking psychology, biology, music and french for A levels - I'm also very scared about that.

6) I worry about absolutely everything, too much, if anyone goes out and doesn't pick up their phone or it's dark and they aren't home I just assume that they are dead or something. I spend possibly half of my life worrying about everything.

7) Singing is my biggest passion ever,  it makes me so so happy.

8) The thought of dying, or anyone else I know dying scares the absolute shit out of me.

9) In my whole life, four people I love have died. My brother, Nan, Auntie and Dad's bestfriend. In 2009, three of those people died in the course of three months.

10) When i'm older, I either want to be a singer or a doctor

11) I have the best family in the world <3 Around forty cousins who I love very much.

12) I've been on a Cruise boat for two weeks around the Med. One of the best times of my life.

13) Accents on guys are so so soooo hot.

14) I am in love with someone but nothing will ever happen.

15) Disney films are amazing, I could sit and watch them for hours.

16) I love tidying! It's a weird obsession.

17) The only person I have ever seen in concert, worryingly, is Rolf Harris. (I wouldn't count T4 on the beach as a concert?)

18) Lesbian crush = Beyonce. Quite literally love her, shes amazing.

19) Some of my family live in Africa, so I don't get too see them very much.

20) I was going to enter this years X-Factor, but then chickened out.

21) My dog had puppies last year, 8 beautiful puppies, one of them died :( That was sad. But the experience was unreal. Loved every second of it.

22) I have a sister who's 14. She's called Eliza. We get on really really well, she's one of my bestfriends. We share a room, and if you don't look at our hair, we look really alike. I have a brother who's 12. He's called Jacob. We don't get on quite so well, he can be an absolute bastard sometimes, but then again he can be lovely too. We look identical with the hair aswell. Blonde and curly.

23) I love beautiful backs on boys, nom, and hip bones on guys are just wow <3

24) I'm a virgin, happily a virgin at the moment. Waiting for the right guy. He's fucking taking his time though.

25) Angry birds is one of my favourite games ever.

26) Cities at night are just magical

27) Snorkelling is fucking amazing

28) I hate people clicking their bones, fucking ew, HATE. I have to cover my ears. Yuck yuck yuck.

29) I have loads of groups of friends. Dorsets, still in really close contact with all my friends from Poole, where I used to live. My group of friends I'm with everyday, Hannah, Anna, Rach, Amy etc..., Other really close friends, Ottie, Edie, Katie etc... I'm good friends with most people in my year. Outside of school - My stonars, Katie Tucker and Hollie Bod. Lyds and Miaa too <3. And the year 9's, Lars, Eve etc... I love them all.

30) Beaches are one of my favourite things. Just being there and listening to the sound of the sea, and the smells and just everything. One thing I seriously miss about Dorset.

31) I dislike change. Sometimes it's positive, but it always seems to happen when things are going really well. And then I hate it.

32) It's a new found theory of mine that when anyone has a boyfriend, even your bestfriends, you get completely pushed out, and are from now on second best always. That makes me extremely sad.

33) Shitting my pants about my GCSE's! Haven't started to properly revise yet, and I had my first one last week. Written ones start in a month.

34) Cute texts are the best. When a guy sends you amazing texts, just little things like 'i love you' or 'come for a hug' or 'your beautiful' or 'i miss you'.Nothing beats it.

35) I like my eyes, one of the only things I do like about myself.  The blueness off them.

36) I cry really easily, which I don't like. But it's so hard to keep it in sometimes.

37) I wish I didn't feel the need wear makeup, I love not wearing it. It's fabulous!

38) My hair is really curly and big and blonde, I do straighten it quite a lot though. Oops. Love 'off the beach' hair.

39) I really want a baby. I wouldn't have one now, obviously, but I love looking after babies. I think it's the responsibility of being able to look after something so small and innocent. Anything could go wrong. But if it doesn't that's a good feeling.

40) In four days from today, the 7th of April, Thursday, it will be the anniversary of my little baby brother Ben that died. No doubt I will be extremely unhappy that day.

41) The only things I'm really bothered about watching on T.V are friends, 90210, waterloo road, glee. Occasionally other things as well.

42) I absolutely love taking photo's on big camera's. My dad's canon <33333

43) My sister is possibly the funniest person I have ever met in my whole entire life. She seriously cracks me up.

44) I've only ever smoked once, just tried it, and I really hated it . Won't be doing that again.

45) Big cardigans are the love of my life.

46) I could sit and let somebody face paint my face all day long

47) I panic uncontrollably if i'm not out of bed by 12.

48) I bit my nails. Now I don't. They are getting really long and that makes me tres happy.

49) My mum has been through so much in her life, she's such a brave woman, and I truly look up to her <3

50) Caitlin McCarthy is my longest friend. I've known her for 14 years. My whole life pretty much. We were next door neighbours for nine years of my life. I've never ever fallen out with her, not even a stupid fall out when we were younger. Never ever. We used to have a gate between our gardens with a little plastic table in-between it. Everyday we would sit on the table and colour alll day long. And play with our hamsters. Her older brother, Shay, used to tickle us until we cried. 'Tickle treatment' he called it.