im sick of depressing blogs now

today was just the biggest pile of poo ever. and i hate it, and i wish it to never happen again ever. was one of those days where you feel you could cry at any moment, there were tears in french. and what makes me really sad is i cant talk to my very bestfriend about it. but. yano, cant get everything you want i suppose. i went on this massive rant to ottie and alice in french for like the whole lesson and we ate starbursts which made me feel sick, but they were so good. and otts a helpful little bugger int she <3 i then went on another massive rant in p.e to rachel and alice, so thats 3 hours of me full on talking and not stopping, alice nearly fell asleep on me as she heard it twice, but it was definitely nice to get it off my chesttt and chat to someone. the worst thing was me being the biggest bitch ever, and not talking to hannah all day long purly because she was all happy and i wasn't, how fucking selfish dya wanna get het. i am getting incredibly sick of writing horrible moaning depressed blogs, because im not a sad person im mega happy nearly all of the time, so im going to stop now.