Just had a sudden urge to watch mean girls <3.

To do:

I'm seriously stressing out about everything I have to do, so I'm gonna make a list cause things like that help

- Complete my p.s.h.e project so i can actually get into sixth form
- Do 3 more drawings, 4 experimentations, 2 pages of collecting, 2 artist researches, 2 artist responses, 1 title page, 1 final piece and 1 evaluation
- Re-read Paddy Clarke Ha Ha Ha annnd A View From The Bridge
- Learn 20 quotations from each
- Start properly revising
- Start recording songs
- Finish putting up all my photos in my room

Oh dear.
I'm scared.

February 18th - 27th 2011

red sock pugie

Heres what happens when you put my ipod on shuffle for a bit.

Christina Aguilera - You lost me

Jethro Tull - Steal monkey

The Clash - London calling

Adele - Don't you remember

Jay Sean - Down

Arctic Monkeys - Mardy bum

Brandon Flowers - Magdalena

The Beatles - She's leaving home

Adele - Someone like you

Beyonce - Why don't you love me

Beyonce - Listen

Foals - Spanish Sahara 

The Saturdays ft. Flo rida - Higher

Bombay Bicycle - Dust on the ground 

Robbie Williams - Human (Live lounge cover)

James Blunt - Carry you home

Cat Stevens- Father and son

Oasis - Stay young

Jamie T - Hocus Pocus

Bob Marley - Three little birds

Eliza Doolittle - So high

Ellie Goulding - Your song

Kanye West - Lost in the world

The Pogues & Kirsty MacColl - Fairytale of New York

Temper Trap - Sweet disposition

The Pussycat Dolls - Beep

Arctic Monkeys - From the ritz to the rubble

Arctic Monkeys - Riot van

Lissie - Cuckoo

Foals - Balloons

Foals - Red sock pugie

i wish

I'd love to be on holiday right now, somewhere like The Caribbean, somewhere pretty, with pretty beaches, and clear seas, lying on beautiful sands sunbathing with the hot hot hot sun. With friends and family, and late nights on the beach when it's dark and starry with bonfires and kisses and cuddles, and doing things you'll probably regret the next morning.

when northerners journey down south

the last few days have been mint, about as good as you get really :) and ima tell you allll about it. tripped down to London with Han, and was mega panicking to start with cause i worry about far too much like getting blown up on a train. wow how gay. didn't start to well i have to say, our train was cancelled, and we had to run to catch a train that was just leaving. realised when we got onto the train that we didn't have any seats and we didn't have a fair few of a train tickets. we were shitting it quite alot. the tube was pure amazing, and han was obsessed with her oyster card. we got there far earlier than we thought we were gunna, and were waiting for groves, then we spotted this little thing wearing a i love new york top do this funny shuffle run through crowds of people. after all the hello's and hugs we decided to start our adventure in the biggest topshop everrrr, and couldn't quite get to grips with everything and felt mega dis-orientated. but it was fab. we ate in mcdonalds for breakfast/lunch as you do that was yummy. mc chicken sandwich obv. we then continued ours shops with catherines crazy laugh and pitched in starbucks later on with frappaccinos, and hannah flicked hers allll over catherine twice both when hot guys were sat right behind us. embarrassing. after our daily antics had finished we tripped back to paddington station and sat around for ages, whilst catherine threw pigeon poo's in hannah's eye and in my hair, and in the attempt at throwing another one at me i ducked and it landed on this lady behind me. nice ones groves! train back to chippenham was nice, just chilled and slept and listened to music, and this lovely man gave his seat up so catherine could sit with me and han, some men are just lovely! hehe. sleeping was absolute bliss that night <333333333333 next day, woke up and went into bath and brought a nice top from urban outfitters as per, and some barry m nailvarnish. we all got shakeaways which were yum, dime<3 (or dame, as tabbage thinks, reject) that night went back to han's and got ready for lyd's birthday party. crazy night. got rather drunk, and made an absolute fool out of myself as usualllll, managed to do this without drinking any of my own alcohol though - very proud! played abit of twister and danced loads and drank malibu and blackcurrant sourz and vodka. nommmynomnom. catherine defo pulled abit of southern arseee that night, cheeky. walked home at 12 ish, took us far too long, and walked into the kitchen where we were holding out little 'surprise party' for groves, and ruthie, bless her heart, and set it all out really pretty, with out banner up and fairy lights alll over the room. we then ate yummy cake that we had made a few days before, and went to bed and slept like crazy. so pretty much an amazing few days, <3

all for now kidzzzz

a huge blog about my past few days is creeping in, but ceeeeeb right now. so this is all your gonna' get for the minute. <33

landan city

in 34 hours i will be here with hannah moss and catherine groves and to be quite honest with you, im fucking buzzing.

pretty pictures.

My friend had a dinner party last night, and it was lovely, got ready with kate eed and rachey, and we just chilled. I love an excuse to dress up and spend ages trying to make yourself look nice and smell lovely. Got to Lucys and took lots of pictures, and ate lots of lovely food and laughed. Sat upstairs and just all sat singing to S Club 7 for ages, which was brilliant obvvvv and then headed off downstairs deciding to do some helium hehe, which was so unbelievably hilarious. And that's all there was too it, short and sweet, <33333333333

basically i love hannah moss

Today, surprisingly, has been one of the best days ever. School was just really funny, physics and chemistry were hilarious, even though dan bright is a top wanker. Funny kid though. Was really hyped in maths, and me and katie were ripping into sam, and he was getting all uptight and it was just hilar hahaa. Then ended rather nicely by some guy saying to me 'I dont see why a very good looking girl like you doesnt have a boyfriend' which was nice, needed to hear something like that to cheer me up. Han came over after school with ruthie and we were eating tea, and the funniest thing ever happened. We were trying to eat spaghetti and my brothers friend farted, but me and Han didn't want to say anything but we just both burst out laughing and Han said 'ooh, i think that was the dog' and then she was spitting spaghetti out everywhere, was so gross but incredibly funny. She kept snorting for ages, and we were just sat there for at least five minutes not breathing and my face hurt so so much, but that made my life. Don't actually think i've laughed that much before in my entire life. Defo needing cheering up by that pretty lady. Went to Aquafit (!!!) with Han and Lyd later on, and had such a good time, was really funny though, kept falling over in the water and drowning. So basically all together today has been like the best day i've had in a while, trying to forget about all this shit going on aye. 3 days and it's london time, ARGH.

i'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard

"We all have our imperfections. But I`m human and you know, it`s important to concentrate on other qualities besides outer beauty"

Gets me everytime

and then boom, badmood all over agin.

pickled onions

This is such a disgusting picture of me, but 5 days! <333

im sick of depressing blogs now

today was just the biggest pile of poo ever. and i hate it, and i wish it to never happen again ever. was one of those days where you feel you could cry at any moment, there were tears in french. and what makes me really sad is i cant talk to my very bestfriend about it. but. yano, cant get everything you want i suppose. i went on this massive rant to ottie and alice in french for like the whole lesson and we ate starbursts which made me feel sick, but they were so good. and otts a helpful little bugger int she <3 i then went on another massive rant in p.e to rachel and alice, so thats 3 hours of me full on talking and not stopping, alice nearly fell asleep on me as she heard it twice, but it was definitely nice to get it off my chesttt and chat to someone. the worst thing was me being the biggest bitch ever, and not talking to hannah all day long purly because she was all happy and i wasn't, how fucking selfish dya wanna get het. i am getting incredibly sick of writing horrible moaning depressed blogs, because im not a sad person im mega happy nearly all of the time, so im going to stop now.

oops.

I hate it when you read something you probably shouldn't have read, that ends up making you want to cry. But ironically makes so much sense and explains everything that you've been confused about for the past month.

fairy lights and deers are pretty

Just spent the whole weekend and Centre Parcs and I am now sitting at home rather bored and extremely cold so i shall tell you alll about it. So got there Friday night, at like 6.30 and we met up with our friends that we were spending the weekend with. Just chilled in our villa and ate lasagna which was yum. Then we caught the land train up to the plazaaaa and we sat around in starbucks and then went into the pool. - The best pool ever may i say. It was so pretty, and by this time it was 8 so it was really dark, and the outside pool was all lit up with pretty blue lights, and the trees were all covered in pretttty fairy lights and it was just pretty. Being really hardcore we went down the rapids loads, and i am now completely covered it bruises all over my hips and ribs, totally worth it though. There wasn't many people in the pool at this time, cause most people had gone. Afterwards we went home, and we sat and chilled in our pjamas and we drank hotchocolate and ate toast and snuggled so we were lovely and warm. Went to bed at 12ish and i had to share a bed with Liza cause there wasn't enough beds and she kept stealing the cover off me, and so i made her go on the outside of this tiny single bed so she kept falling out. We then woke up the next morning at 9 and after sitting around for a while waking up and getting ready, we went to the pool again, and it was sooo sunny and warm and beaut. So we swam around again for ages and then went to hire some bikes which was a mistake cause i now have the most aching bumm everr. But it was fun. On our bike journey back to the house, the youngest kid, Madeline fell off her bike and badly hurt her knee, and everyone was wandering whether it was broken or not so we were preparing for a visit to the hospital within the first 24 hours of even being there. But luckily, she hadn't broken it. In the afternoon we went to the Jardin des Sport, and went rollerblading with the little ones, sounds so gay, but it was hilarious and i was rather good if i do say so myself, so i was just watching everyone else fall over. Then had a bit of a routine going, and we went to the pool again at nightime and it was still all pretty and dark. My brother and his friend Nick went home early with the dads cause they were freezing and bored, and 2 hours later as we were starting to come home, we had to run after the land train several times to catch it but never did, when we got a phone call from my 12 year old brother saying that the dads had just left them and they had run off and were lost somewhere in a forest and were worried and didnt have a clue where they were. So we had to go on a search party to attempt to track down where they were, which we did finally, took ages though. That was far too much excitement for one night but then me and liza had to share a bed agaaaain, but she had made me so cold the night before with her boney coldness that we had to get extra duvets and there was so much stuff on the bed that she kept falling out of bed even more and that was just hilariousssss. When we woke up the next morning it had pissed with rain alll night long and it was horrible and wet, but we wet swimming again and sat in the mega hot jacuzzis for ages and that was minttt. Later on that night, me and mum and to take the bikes back and everyone else couldnt be bothered so we had to ride up all these hills and down really slippery decking for nearly an hour in the pouring rain, and i stupidly was just wearing really thin leggings, boots that leaked loads and a hoody which just absorbed every drop of water, so by the time we got back i wanted to cry cause i was so incredibly cold and i sat on a radiator for ages and played cards. My friend, Lizzie, and her mum went home that night so I was left with a load of boys and liza who left me for her friend. But it was nice to chillll. Liza started being a right dick though. That evening we went to the sport place again and got drinks and played pool which was niceeeeee. This morning, Monday, is shit really/ We had to get up really early to get out of the house completely packed at tidied by 10 so that was a major rush. And then went to the swimming pool, but they had had heating problems or something over night so the water was sooo horribly cold we had to get out straight away. Then we came home, and my house is really really cold, and i just want to cuddle up to someone and be warm. Not only this but its valentines day which is always crapppp. But one good thing that happened today was that when i woke up we looked outside the french windows and there was a really pretty deer 2 ft away from me and it was lovely and peaceful and pretty. So apart from the chillyness and tiredness this weekend has been absolutely amazing and i thoroughly enjoyed myself. I really wanna go to centre parks with loads of friends for a weekend, that would be mint. But hey, so many more things to look forward too! Only 7 days til London and seeing Groves and i cannot wait to go shopping and i just wanna buy so much. Then chilling with Groves and Han for a few days, and then once Groves has journeyed home ( cryyy cause we aren't going back with her anymore :((( ) but Caitlin is coming up to stay with me for a few days, shes my longest bestfriend, known eachother for 15 years and were nextdoor neighbours for 9 of those years. And i'm going to introduce her to people, and han is gonna come and stay over with us and stuff which will be lovely cause then i  can take her to Lytchett with me. And nom. So yes, i'm extremely excited! This is the longest blog i have ever done so i am going to love you and leave you <3

i miss you

i miss these wonderful people in incredible amounts, some of them i've only met once, which is super crazy, cause they are some of my favourite people. unbelievably drunken nights, running over tents, my first show ever, lovely people, parties, regrets, onion rings, pickled onions, gypsy vodka, late night walks, snugs, kisses, shooting stars, sparklers, volleyball, beaches, wellies, sun, rainbows <3