stupid fucking thursday

well today was utter shit. infact i hated it, not only do i feel so mega ill, but it was one of those days where just everyone in the world pisses you right off/ everyone was ignoring me, and one minute you'd be in a conversation with someone, and then someone better than you walks past and your blanked and interrupted straight away and now second best. brilliant, thanks. or having a huge laugh with someone, and then you say something stupid, and then they just say something that makes you feel like complete wank and ridiculously guilty . that happened quite a few times today too. so that just made me come home and be a complete arse to everyone in my family, so now i feel even more guilty than i was already feeling since first lesson. fabulous. and to top it off i look disgusting and feel disgusting and even more ill that i was this morning, and now all i want to do is cuddle up in bed and cry.