nom

today was just so amusing. science with hannah moss actually makes my life. we were just absolutely going for it with the banter, and we sit next to fletcher the sexy bear which just makes life so much better. unfortunately tom hughs cannot take the banter cause hes a complete wanker, but damnn girl you make me laugh. and now ive come home and im in a pretty fab mood actually, and now im thinking about the next few weeks which are just wow. going up to sussex this weekend to see my whole fam which is always brilliant, cousins christening, then the next weekend going to centre parcs with family and friends, mega excited for that. then it's halfterm, hitting london with han to meet the wonderful catherine groves, yum landannnnnn. then back up here with han and groves, and then hopefully tripping back up to yorkshire too see everyone and just waaa, im so excited. nom nom nom. p.s i like hannah moss, hannah ssom.

summertime.

Snugs and kisses and camping and late walks and onion rings and beaches and sunbathing and the sea and smiles and butterflies and spooning and photos and malibu and drunken nights and gross mornings and festivals and yorkshire and dorset and holt and holidays and absolute nom. 

Gets me everytime.

A crayon had a foursome with 3 other pencils and got pregnant. How does she know which ones the dad? 

...The one without the rubber on.

The Word Association Game

So yesterday I went to Han's at like 3 and we went to Sainsburys to buy food, and then made her living room all nice and cosy cause it was so fucking cold. We had to like drag all these mattresses from upstairs down stairs which was mega funny cause Han pretty much killed herself by falling down the stairs with the mattress. After baggy-ing the bed, we got speakers and just sat on a sofabed and chilled for ages just blasting out music and singing obv. Then at like 7 ish eed and hanpin came over and we went and made ravioli and hot dogs, and ate the spiciest crips ever and they burnt everyones mouths. So we just all sat on the bed and hanpin made me rap to her, cause i am the new eminem obv. Oh and we listened to the funniest video ever of edie singing golddigga to herself ages ago when she was really tired - so funny! Abit later ottie and rach arrived, so we just chilled some more and watched loads of music video's and just  sang for hours which was really cuuuuushty. At 11ish ottie and eed went home cause they are piggle nobs, and so me han rach and hanpin got in our pj's and took loads of really gross pictures which im sure will shortly be on facebook, and rach kept making us play all these really gay, but stupidly hilarious games like the word and song association game, and 'would you rather' which is always funny. Asked if you'd prefer to eat a baby, or chew off your own leg. Oh dear. Then me and han snugged and so did hanpin and rach and we all went to sleep, and got woke up at 5 by Sol shouting 'mummmmy' over and over again cause han's a bitch and forgot he's scared of the dark so she turned off all the lights. Then Sol came to see us in the morning when we woke up and we asked him the same would you rather question about a baby or his leg, and he got really disturbed and looked like he was about to cry so we stopped that. But now everyone's gone and it's just me and hanmo left chilling, doing our art evaluations and playing the word association game by ourselves. And discussing plans for going up north and just everything and yay. And I love her, and my life actually. Infact I am rather fucking happy.

Love

Beyoncé Knowles listening to you for hours just makes me all happy again you beautiful woman.

stupid fucking thursday

well today was utter shit. infact i hated it, not only do i feel so mega ill, but it was one of those days where just everyone in the world pisses you right off/ everyone was ignoring me, and one minute you'd be in a conversation with someone, and then someone better than you walks past and your blanked and interrupted straight away and now second best. brilliant, thanks. or having a huge laugh with someone, and then you say something stupid, and then they just say something that makes you feel like complete wank and ridiculously guilty . that happened quite a few times today too. so that just made me come home and be a complete arse to everyone in my family, so now i feel even more guilty than i was already feeling since first lesson. fabulous. and to top it off i look disgusting and feel disgusting and even more ill that i was this morning, and now all i want to do is cuddle up in bed and cry.

Right now, I would like to be in El Correlejo in Fuerteventura with my amazing family and my beautiful bestfriend, having the most fab time ever, chilling like fuck in 40 degrees of sunshine on a sandy beach next to an incredibly pretty lagoon, preferably getting really brown and freckly. I like freckles. Instead I am stuck in shitty England, where it is pissing with rain, and 4 degrees. And the best chilling sesh i've had is sitting on my larry working my arse off to try and finish a whole sketchbook.

i hate art.

ok so 2 days, 48 hours, i have spent 20 of those precious hours doing art. i hate art. thats all i have time for buddddies, got more art to do. or maybe i'll just crawl into a hole and die.

typical sunday

so after a lovely weekend, i've gone into one of those moods where your really sad, but you don't have a clue why. listening to this song by adele over and over again probably didn't help too much, but it's beautiful so i can't help it. my brother and sister are being all shitty and grumpy, and all i want is a big hug.

when someone tells you everything will be ok...

ok so last night i stayed around my bestfriends house, and it was possibly one of the nicest nights i have had in a while. she made me watch this music video for nicki minaj - massive attack, but refused to watch it with me and i didn't know why. i know do, it's horrible and made me cry. brilliant. the plan of the night was too watch loads of sad films and cry, cause we were in a crying mood. well, that failed completely. instead we lay in bed for 4 hours having the most amazing chat i have ever had with anyone. we talked about everything, and she completely sorted out my life that girl. and now im so unbelievably happy.

bezzies 4 lyf kk, got dat.